The steel door clicks shut. An idling car hits the gas after the driver’s eyes make contact. The warm wind on rue Acorn reminds me of standing at the edge of Lake Erie with winter behind me. Before lighting a cigarette, I take a deep breath. An empty bus roars along rue Saint-Rémi.
And I need all the reasons I can find not to hate myself. But it’s hard. Even the idea makes me shiver. Because I see loving myself like looking down on others. Riding around on a high horse. And I never want to think I’m better then the people I see on the street. The ones who have it rough. The ones who don’t fit in. The ones I see my own face in.
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