Outside of the blankets I shiver. Holding my clothes close to my chest, I hurry down the stairs. I pause at the window. Across the street steam escaping from a pipe looks frozen midair. My shoulders slump. I walk away thinking of a hot shower.
And I need all the reasons I can find not to hate myself. But it’s hard. Even the idea makes me shiver. Because I see loving myself like looking down on others. Riding around on a high horse. And I never want to think I’m better then the people I see on the street. The ones who have it rough. The ones who don’t fit in. The ones I see my own face in.
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