I wake as she turns off the light. What time is it? She whispers three. I groan before her little arm snakes around me. It pulls me tight. I smile. I might not return to sleep before I leave, but someone in this rotten cesspool cares. I am not alone.
And I need all the reasons I can find not to hate myself. But it’s hard. Even the idea makes me shiver. Because I see loving myself like looking down on others. Riding around on a high horse. And I never want to think I’m better then the people I see on the street. The ones who have it rough. The ones who don’t fit in. The ones I see my own face in.
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