Before taking the metro home I stop in the patisserie. The woman working doesn’t even need to ask. She remembers. She passes me a small black coffee and a baguette with a smile. I give a larger tip than I can afford. I hear the train leave the station. I shrug.
And I need all the reasons I can find not to hate myself. But it’s hard. Even the idea makes me shiver. Because I see loving myself like looking down on others. Riding around on a high horse. And I never want to think I’m better then the people I see on the street. The ones who have it rough. The ones who don’t fit in. The ones I see my own face in.
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