It’s what they call the golden hour as I leave the boulangerie. Sitting on the stairs of Église Saint-Zotique I rest my aching feet. I light a cigarette. In the park across the street people gather around picnic tables. They stroll along its paths. Tonight I’m alone, but the weekend is coming fast.
And I need all the reasons I can find not to hate myself. But it’s hard. Even the idea makes me shiver. Because I see loving myself like looking down on others. Riding around on a high horse. And I never want to think I’m better then the people I see on the street. The ones who have it rough. The ones who don’t fit in. The ones I see my own face in.
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