I count down the minutes with songs on the radio. Classics blasting from a tiny radio ten years old. A song I adore comes on and I forget where I am. I go back in time to where only memories are able to take me. I was young, I was stuck, and I thought nothing would ever change. I’m glad it did.
And I need all the reasons I can find not to hate myself. But it’s hard. Even the idea makes me shiver. Because I see loving myself like looking down on others. Riding around on a high horse. And I never want to think I’m better then the people I see on the street. The ones who have it rough. The ones who don’t fit in. The ones I see my own face in.
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