My bed feels too big. Empty. I’m used to having her here or knowing she will be. Or I’ll be in hers. Wherever it is the promise is soon. Now I’m at the beginning of a month long wait. Video calls aren’t the same. Thinking of our last night makes March seem so far away. 

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