It’s cold but I like it. I repeat fresh over and over as I walk. Following a beaten path I stop to look at a suicide memorial hung on the fence along the tracks. Deep snow has been shoveled out of the way so respects can be paid. It’s been more than five years, and someone still cares.
And I need all the reasons I can find not to hate myself. But it’s hard. Even the idea makes me shiver. Because I see loving myself like looking down on others. Riding around on a high horse. And I never want to think I’m better then the people I see on the street. The ones who have it rough. The ones who don’t fit in. The ones I see my own face in.
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