The day pushes down. There’s no energy to fight. A nap is all I need. A few minutes. I’ll wake refreshed. Prepared to work. But when I open my eyes it’s an hour and a half later, and impossible to rise. My blankets are heavy. The pillow reaches out and grabs my face. 

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