I stop along the canal. The weather is poor. Though being here is better than at home on the stoop. Instead of cracked concrete and trash it’s trees and water. A cyclist avoids a heavy set man waddling to a picnic table. Boiling blood raises voices. Wildlife is anything you want it to be.
And I need all the reasons I can find not to hate myself. But it’s hard. Even the idea makes me shiver. Because I see loving myself like looking down on others. Riding around on a high horse. And I never want to think I’m better then the people I see on the street. The ones who have it rough. The ones who don’t fit in. The ones I see my own face in.
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