The gym-bro across the aisle loses his temper when the seat won’t recline. I stifle my laughter thinking full gorilla mode. A moment later, when he’s lightly grazed by the backpack of what I take for a limp-wristed playwright, he mutters I’ll fucking kill you with so much hate I shudder. He sits beside his twelve-year-old son.
And I need all the reasons I can find not to hate myself. But it’s hard. Even the idea makes me shiver. Because I see loving myself like looking down on others. Riding around on a high horse. And I never want to think I’m better then the people I see on the street. The ones who have it rough. The ones who don’t fit in. The ones I see my own face in.
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