On rue Sainte-Catherine I smoke. An old bum comes limping up. You got any change…I’m trying to get some food. I say no while fingering two dollars in my pocket. I like your jacket…army surplus he asks while touching my shoulder. Of course. He holds up his fist, we bump knuckles. I miss him when he walks away.
And I need all the reasons I can find not to hate myself. But it’s hard. Even the idea makes me shiver. Because I see loving myself like looking down on others. Riding around on a high horse. And I never want to think I’m better then the people I see on the street. The ones who have it rough. The ones who don’t fit in. The ones I see my own face in.
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