Most of the shops are closed. A fire truck passes lights on no siren. Groups of people stumble by laughing, it’s Friday night and they got somewhere to be; I don’t. So I stop in a doorway to smoke a cigarette. On the way home I take photos. Bums sleep on picnic tables in Parc Sir George-Étienne-Cartier.
And I need all the reasons I can find not to hate myself. But it’s hard. Even the idea makes me shiver. Because I see loving myself like looking down on others. Riding around on a high horse. And I never want to think I’m better then the people I see on the street. The ones who have it rough. The ones who don’t fit in. The ones I see my own face in.
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