A pair of rats scurry toward me, change direction, head for the trash. I smoke a joint. Two women drink coffee and chat at a table. I watch the old bum with an eyepatch piss against a wall as lovers go by on dates. The palm reader’s light flashes in her window. I wonder if she’s taking clients this late.
And I need all the reasons I can find not to hate myself. But it’s hard. Even the idea makes me shiver. Because I see loving myself like looking down on others. Riding around on a high horse. And I never want to think I’m better then the people I see on the street. The ones who have it rough. The ones who don’t fit in. The ones I see my own face in.
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