Listening to music I enjoy a breeze created by the fan. My life is empty of a lot things since she left, it made a hole in me I didn’t know would open up. But I look at life with different eyes now. So on a hot, sticky morning like today, I’m thankful instead of oblivious to small comforts. I wish for nothing more than what I have.
And I need all the reasons I can find not to hate myself. But it’s hard. Even the idea makes me shiver. Because I see loving myself like looking down on others. Riding around on a high horse. And I never want to think I’m better then the people I see on the street. The ones who have it rough. The ones who don’t fit in. The ones I see my own face in.
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