I've been wearing these jeans for two weeks now. They shine in the light. Mais je m’en fou. They barely reek…yet. Only lost their shape twelve days ago. Gone baggy in the knees. Sure I look like a fool. A clown. But what do you do when you can’t be bothered to care about yourself.
And I need all the reasons I can find not to hate myself. But it’s hard. Even the idea makes me shiver. Because I see loving myself like looking down on others. Riding around on a high horse. And I never want to think I’m better then the people I see on the street. The ones who have it rough. The ones who don’t fit in. The ones I see my own face in.
i also like to wear the same jeans for months. the rich smell of them is enjoyable, especially in the summer.
ReplyDeletesocks are a different matter. after 4 days they begin to get sticky. and uncomfortable.
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