He sits beside me without a word. Old age allows you to skip pleasantries the rest of us are bound to. He hasn’t the time. Death is chasing him. Me too I think, dragging on a cigarette. But I hope the reaper is closer to his heels than mine. I flick ash on the ground. It blows away in a cool August breeze.
And I need all the reasons I can find not to hate myself. But it’s hard. Even the idea makes me shiver. Because I see loving myself like looking down on others. Riding around on a high horse. And I never want to think I’m better then the people I see on the street. The ones who have it rough. The ones who don’t fit in. The ones I see my own face in.
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