Consumed by troubled jitters worries run through my mind quicker than I can keep up. That’s how they get me. It’s how I find myself squirming on the floor like a beast in pain. Ok. Deep breath. My heart knocks angrily against my chest like a fist does a door.
And I need all the reasons I can find not to hate myself. But it’s hard. Even the idea makes me shiver. Because I see loving myself like looking down on others. Riding around on a high horse. And I never want to think I’m better then the people I see on the street. The ones who have it rough. The ones who don’t fit in. The ones I see my own face in.
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