I listen to them lament the restrictions. Being online isn't the same. Where is the rest one of them asks in her husky French accent. I wonder as well. Intimacy is forbidden. Little bits of humanity like moments with strangers took for granted now gone. And I haven’t been fucked in forever she sighs. Life is certainly cruel.
And I need all the reasons I can find not to hate myself. But it’s hard. Even the idea makes me shiver. Because I see loving myself like looking down on others. Riding around on a high horse. And I never want to think I’m better then the people I see on the street. The ones who have it rough. The ones who don’t fit in. The ones I see my own face in.
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