The time change has got me. I’m low. She asks me if I’m tired as we sit at the kitchen table together. I tell her no but don’t elaborate. I don’t want her to worry. I don’t want her to think I’m unstable. Even if I feel like giving up for good.
And I need all the reasons I can find not to hate myself. But it’s hard. Even the idea makes me shiver. Because I see loving myself like looking down on others. Riding around on a high horse. And I never want to think I’m better then the people I see on the street. The ones who have it rough. The ones who don’t fit in. The ones I see my own face in.
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